(5/5 ) You can recover from what happened to you. You have the chance and the strength. You can stay with your loved ones again, hug them and talk to them. Some people don't have that chance, but you do, and you will be able to be happy again :) I hope that helped you! Sorry if there are gramatical errors, English is not my native language. By the way, I saw some people did drawings to you, and I did one too, but I don't know how to send it with tumblr D: Hugs! ^^
Thank you so much anon <3
(4 of 5) And you are very strong. Maybe you don't think it now, but you really are. In my childhood I suffered domestic violence and bullying, and you know what I did when I thought about suicide or I felt very depressed? I thought that, after all, I was alive, and that was a thing to be happy about. You say you can't appreciate beautiful things in life, but think about it: You are alive.
(3 of 5) I can't understand why people do that horrible things just to another for being different. Your sexual orientation is yours, only yours, and on one has the right to question it or try to change it. That's something people like you have taught me.
(2 of 5) I will never understand, because you are amazing. When I looked at your posts I always laughed, or felt happy because I found stuff about series I liked, or things that interested me, and it made my day better. Also, I felt very ashamed of being a lesbian, and looking at blogs like yours made me realize that it's not something to have shame of.
(1 of 5) Hello, Karly. I honestly don't know how to start... Well, let's say I used to look at some of your posts once in a while, especially those from glee and stuff like that. Then I stopped looking at your blog for a while, and, for some reason, today I thought about looking at it. I read all that happened to you, and I cried. I was scared and confused. Reading about a person being victim of a crime it's always horrible, and I don't understand why people do things like that.
- don’t rape
don’t fucking rape people
It’s been a while, I know. I honestly forgot about tumblr until I say the news cover the rape of a girl by boys who only got a year for it. I saw some of the back lash and one looked like a tumblr post. That’s when I remembered I had this thing still.
I guess your wondering why it’s been like, what 5 months? First let me say that you guys are great, and your messages did help. Unfortunately I got too drunk and took too many pills. I don’t remember much, but apparently I told my friend I wanted to die, so it counts as a suicide attempt. I can’t say it wasn’t. I’ve wanted to die ever since that horrible night. But anyway, I’ve been living elsewhere in a nice facility and I couldn’t have internet access and all those lovely rules. I was there for a few months, and when I came back I just never returned to normal life. I moved home, and quit my job and Idk.
So I’m sorry If I worried any of you. I’ve got more problems than I can count right now. Every rape case on the news is triggering. I have a fear of people. I laugh at the stuff I posted when it first happened. I was so convinced I was going to go back to my old self and forget this happened. I’m so fucking stupid. They did more damage than they realize. Karly is dead. She’s gone. Idk who I am now, but it’s an empty shell of a person.
I can only hope for a world where victims aren’t shamed. Where I don’t fear being raped again. Where people don’t look at me funny when I walk down the street. FUCK YOU.
All of you, who stuck with me, and sent me messages, I just, I can’t tell you enough how much it’s helped.
I know I have a long, ugly, scary road ahead of me, but I think I see now, that I don’t have to go alone.
I was raped, 3 times, and beaten by men who didn’t understand me, nor did they want too.
and I have to face that. It’s an ugly truth.
But thank you guys, for reminding me, that there are beautiful things about life too. I may not be able to see some of them right now, or ever again, but I think that, maybe I can come out of this and be the person I was before.
It wont be easy, I know. I’m scared. But, at least right now, I don’t feel so alone about it. and that is what really helps me keep my head above water.
I tried to reply to most of the messages that weren’t anon. If I didn’t, It’s because I wanted to hold on to your message a bit longer. But every single messages is loved and appreciated.
My answer: artling-fiasco
Welcome back Karly. It's great to see you online :)
Thank you <3 If feels good to be back where so many people have expressed their support of me.
I just want you to know I'm a rape victim as well. It's not as recent, but I still have no words of advice to offer you. I didn't handle it well and I'm still not. But, I do follow you, and I just want to say that I look up to you and maybe you could help me pull through as well. You are so much strong than I am, and if I got past the suicidal part, I know you will and then maybe in turn we can help each other and get past this together.
I’m sorry anon. I want to thank you, so much, for coming forward with this.
You can come to my ask off anon, and we can talk privately because I know I’m not done with this and I know I’ll need more support. But as weak as I feel, I know there are strong people out there like you, who I can reach out too, and who can reach out to me. We can be each other’s anchor.